for whom shall i perform?

I imagine the reader and the critic 
embodied as a single person, 

a pencil-shaped woman 
with blonde short hair, 

and I sometimes find it possible
to lock her out of the house when the work begins. 

But when I imagine myself explaining this process 
to the host of a late night show 

there she is again
scrolling through her phone.

Eric Subpar is a poet from Washington whose work has appeared in Hobart, Bruiser, and Burial Mag. He is the author of Ghouls in Love (Pig Roast 2025). @EricSubpar on Insta and Twitter. 

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